Currently Playing Mmhmm By Relient K 2 see related

I’ve given up on giving up slowly 
I’m blending in so you won’t even know me 
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate. 
This one last pull you mention 
It’s my one last shot at redemption 
Cause I know to live you must give your life away. 

And I’ve been housing all this doubt 
and insecurity 
And I’ve been locked inside that house 
All the while you hold the key 
And I’ve been dying to get out 
And that might be the death of me. 
And even though there’s no way of knowing 
Where to go 
I promise I’m goin because… 

I gotta get out of here 
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake 
I gotta get out of here 
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape. 

I’ve given up on doing this alone now 
Guess I failed and I’m ready to shown now 
You told me the way and now I’m tryin to get there 

And this life sentence that I’m serving 
I admit that I’m every bit deserving 
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair 

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house 
All the while you hold the key 
And I’ve been dying to get out 
And that might be the death of me. 
And even though there’s no way of knowing 
Where to go 
I promise I’m goin because… 

I gotta get out of here 
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (yeah) 
I gotta get out of here 
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape. 

I am a hostage to my own humanity 
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made 
And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me 
But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave. 

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt 
and insecurity 
And I’ve been locked inside that house 
All the while you hold the key 
And I’ve been dying to get out 
That might be the death of me. 
And even though there’s no way of knowing 
Where to go 
I promise I’m goin because… 

I gotta get out of here 
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake 
I gotta get out of here 
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape. 

I fought you for so long I should have let you win 
Oh how we regret those things we do 
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin 
But so were you 
So were you.

went shoppin today got a new black marc by marc jacobs cocktail dress and a new juciy couture purse and this adorable susana monaco orange halter tunic top then a few friends came over and now im j/ sittin here thinkin does life get any better then this!?.....then i woke up.....then i remembered that i have a temp of 102 and i cant afford marc by marc jacobs clothes......uhhh its goin to b another long day of complete nothing-ness....... 

Currently Playing Under My Skin By Avril Lavigne see related

Hey! um dont look at this xanga site for a few weeks cuz right now as u can see it looks like crap cuz i j/ started it today so if u check back in a week or 2 itll b better...later